and i diary should be well-kept by the owner. unfortunately for this diary, it's the other way around
well, i actually don't mind being read by millions of people in the web, especially that in the first place, i'm aware that what i'm writing to is something accessible by the whole world.
to this, i don't hold any grudge. but frankly, i feel bashful to be writing something from the bottom of my heart to be read by my classmates who think that well, i'm not inclined to writing this kind of stuff. and so my struggle to writing more continues.
my ultimate problem, however is not on the fact that my classmates have full access to my thoughts. in fact, there are times when i think i should be telling my close mates my inner, MORE beautiful self[hehe] - and that will be accomplished by letting them read my precious blog. it is just the idea of them spreading the word to other people uninterested that concerns me most. i did not write these sentiments for many people to read. I wrote this out of mere freeing my frustrations and satisfaction in writing whatever comes into my ambiguous frontal lobe.
i just hope the people who recently read my posts will keep mum about what they found out from my blog. so far, this is the only way i can think of to get my life saved. i just require silence from these people i call
you know i really don't want to hurt other people's feelings. and i'm sure, some things are just better unsaid [e.g. like my latest controversial post].
please... :D
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